faith, trust, and pixie dust.

2008-03-03T18:40:00.003+08:00

//you'll hate me after you read this.im very hungry and bored and the whole block is cooking random damn nice smelly stuff to make my stummy very upset cos i have no food at home.i have this Indian neighbour who cooks the bestest smelling curry EVERY night. omgosh.sometimes i wish i was more friendly.im damn lazy to change out and bathe cos the weather is madnessly cold, i think i need to install

2004-12-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

I am finally back! 12 days in Egypt is a little too long cos it gets a little draggy.. yikes.. I dont really have the urge to blog so shall just write stuff.The pyramids were really magnificent! Really!!! I stood in awe in front of that grand structure and really wonder how brilliant the Egyptians were 5000 years ago

2004-12-09T01:15:00.000+08:00

i’m just don’t with my packing.. gonna be gone for 12 whole days.. am really gonna miss him.. argh.. and my mum, she doesn’t allow him to send me off!! I really don’t understand.. she doesn’t want my relative and her friends to see him!! What’s her problem?? Arghh.. why is she so ashamed of him? I really don’t know.. I thought she ‘accepted’ him.. whatever the case he’s my man and that’s final.

2004-12-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness! i can finally blog again! yeehaa!! *sigh* prom last night was a disaster. it wasn't just boring. it came with humiliation. dont ask about it.. eekz the stayover at pan pac was fun! wanted to go clubbing, for like the first time but end up in a pub at chijmes. it wasnt that bad.. joan, peiqin, kingman, teresa, marinah and me sat down and yakked for hours! talked about GUYS. haha..

2004-10-11T13:06:00.000+08:00

a moment of infidelity. I LIKE JOEL!!! =)

2004-10-06T11:20:00.000+08:00

i'm bored i'm bored i'm so bored!! skipped lit lect and am in the hub now.. blogging.. haha.. i think my life's pretty screwed up.. everything aint going my way alright. as much as i want to sink the penknife blade into my wrist, i have no guts. -_- i hate my results, but then again i'm not working hard enough! when i get home, i'll just so automatically push that on button and it'll be on until

2004-09-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

yeeehaaaa! it's over it's over it's finally over! *muacks to the world!* i feel like i just dreamt my prelims away! ohmy.. *guilt striken look* but who cares.. it's over.. no more trying to finish up that last sentence while trying to look like you're writing your name.. no more trying to thread the string through that punched hole with my shivering hands, no more numbness and excruciating pain

2004-09-02T21:25:00.000+08:00

physics practical was a horrible nitemare! my back was aching so badly after having to bend so low just to try so hard to reduce the parallex error.. the stupid lab was worst.. far worst than a sauna.. goodness what a day.. practicals are draining.. sigh.. the weeek's almost over.. closer and closer to prelims which i'm just so totally unprepared for! hope i'm eligible to take my As.. i'm really

2004-08-28T23:42:00.000+08:00

hey people! why the dim sum response so poor? *sobs* we must give ourselves a break after allthe mugging over tthe weekends right? haha.. those who're interested do let me know k? bytheway it's on monday at harbourfront!! around$15.80 per person!!

2004-08-25T14:04:00.000+08:00

how am i supposed to get rid of that header thing! p*helps!!! i'm supposed to be doing my gp project research now.. but apparently i've just wasted 3 whole perid on the computer! looking for phelps' pictures blogging, looking at his vid clips! my goodness.. he is the most gorgeous man on earth! hahaha.. the mpc will be having a tour to the 2008 Olympics in Beijing! anyone interested, sign up now

2004-08-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

goodness! can you believe it? i can finally blog! *yays!! gonna update a little before my mummy comes in and wonder why is her daughter so free! haha.. alrite.. gp's definitely getting the better of me these days.. i must be religious! talking about being religious, i haven done my research on my project! *screams!* sigh.. there's really too much to do. everyday rushing homework has already

2004-07-12T22:16:00.000+08:00

i passed! merely. gosh i really have to work hard or else i will be wasting one more yr in this yucky green school! how? nag me please! nag me! i just want this year to fly by and then i can enjoy my 8 whole months of freedom! can learn driving, go clubbing(like FINALLY!), tanning!!! and i'm so sure the list will never end! cant wait to work and get my first pay! how exciting right? but wait.

2004-07-05T01:03:00.000+08:00

Am I not pretty enough Is my heart too broken? Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken? Don’t I make you laugh? Should I try it harder? Why do you see right through me? I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me, I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break, I crave, I love, I’ve waited long enough, I try as hard as I can. Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken? Do I cry too much? Am I too

2004-06-14T22:02:00.000+08:00

it's been so long since i last came here! =] what a holiday.. two weeks just slipped by before i could catch a winkk of sleep.. my mummy keep saying that i'm slacking too much and should start to get down to serious work but she keeps bring me out for movies and stuff! blame me? *guilty look* haha.. it's not that i haven been trying.. just not that hard this time round.. haiz.. i need a break man

2004-05-31T22:24:00.000+08:00

i'm sooooo absolutely glad the holidays are here!!! =] today's my anni!! *muacks!* had a perfect day out! love sitting with you and laughing over the silliest thing.. love seeing your face break into that perfect smile that melts my heart! i love that feeling so very much! i like Shrek2. =] maybe that's what true love's all about. =] it aint about that pretty face or that lovely bod (oops!).. it

2004-05-23T22:26:00.000+08:00

SIMON SAYS: 'Did you really believe you could become the American Idol? Well, then, you're deaf.' 'You're like musical cheesecake: Quite hard work to get through, and once you're done, you don't want anymore of it.' 'You sang like someone who sings on a cruise ship. Half way through I imagined the ship sinking.' 'If you had lived 2000 years ago and sung like that, I think they would have

2004-05-09T21:35:00.000+08:00

it was a saturday filled with smiles and tears. i'm so tired. tired of everything. sometimes when i'm on the train or the bus or crossing the roads.. sometimes.. i will just silently wish that something will happen to me. something will come, and take my heartbeat away from my sad sad soul. how i wish. other times i wish i have that one chance to take the lead in a fairy tale that ends with

2004-05-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

flick me away like that dirty on your palm. i can't bear it anymore.

2004-05-03T16:48:00.000+08:00

spent SIX HOURS in this darn TJ LIBRARY sleeping, trying to do parts of my tutorials whilst waiting for my meeting to start.. goodness. i cant believe i'm actually staying back for the house com metting!!!! i can't believe this! what happened to peishan! ohmy!! nick's rite.. in the past i would have just said i'm busy! wahaha! i'm getting more responsible! *winks! well, actually the only reward

2004-04-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

haiz.. i typed a whole chunk and the page just black out.. so i shan't type anymore.. anw, liang: if you want to get to joan try other means yah. my tag aint a notice board for you to get to her. and treat your gf well. stop flirting., gosh. yuckS!

2004-04-17T00:02:00.000+08:00

Cried so much today my face feels permanently wet, my eyes are so dry my contacts feel as though they've shriveled up. the Tj sports meet has finally come to an end. Thank God. i'm just so tired of it i can't see myself doing anything close to that anymore. but after this heavy burden has been let off, i'm troubled by other stuff. mummy and daddy said that they haven seen me so haggard since my

2004-04-02T23:08:00.000+08:00

yays!! lovve today once again!! haha.. self proclaimed a holiday and went out with nickles! =] had a lovely time doing silly stuff.. and you won't believe how silly.. it was like squeezing hands to see who's stronger and stuff.. walking around trying on pairs of sunglasses.. laughing and making stupid jokes and comments! haha.. had a fantasmic time! *i'm such a happy girl tonight!* anyway

2004-03-28T00:20:00.000+08:00

preety pretty pretty pair of shoes!! spikes i mean.. =]

2004-03-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

simply loovvveee days after that draining march common tests! =]woke up early in the morning to have breakfast with my dearest mummy and daddy!! While my piggified sista was still in bed! *ohmy* next was a day out with my baby! *ladidumz* made his ez-link card.. argh! *pls dear.. stop being sooo careless!!!* then my dear treated me to a yummified lunch at sakae and Scooby Doo 2!! well.. it was

2004-03-26T22:08:00.000+08:00

today's nice!! =] ended my oh-so-dreadful march common tests. no more studying no more studying!! muahahaha!! at least for the weekend! =] met up with my dearest Sheryl!! i miss you lots girl! *hUgZ* then i had dinner with my darling! *mUAcKz* super tired.. ='[ new template.. nice and sexy. it's pink! yays! =] sexy naughty bitchy me! haha..

2004-03-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

i like today! =] my dear came down to pick me up and he got me my cleo! *yays!* then we went for movie at PS. haha like what's new.. watched haunted mansion.. it wasn't exactly a fantastic show i must say.. but i caught a few laughs here and there.. =] that's was good enough cause i'm pretty stressed out by school and stuff.. this week has been quite good i guess.. passed a few tests, FINALLY.

2004-03-01T15:12:00.000+08:00

hey people, so sweet to know that you guys care.. thanks a milion deries! *hUgZ* actually i'm fine.. just that i do whine quite a bit.. i mean this is my blog and like i just like to pen stuffies down.. dont worry yah.. i'll be fine like by the next day or so! =] see i'm smiling again! *gRINz* loveya babes! doubt anything can get me real down for a week.. the only devil that can do that is the

2004-02-27T23:17:00.000+08:00

i promised you i will pen no more of these sad thoughts. but i cant help it. i have so much to sort out. i have no idea what am i doing with my life, my love life. i dont know what am i doing! someone tell me? please? why am i paranoid? sensitive? jealous, crying? why am i nuts, crazy, cranked up, tired and sick? why? i think this entree is getting nowhere. it's out of point, it makes no sense.

2004-02-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

thanks jan and kana for listening to my whines and stuffies. just flipping through last year's PL mag.. all those colours just reminds me so much of 4A.. it's so vibrant and beautiful! i miss everyone out there.. all those many laughters we shared.. how i wish that when i wake up tomorrow, i'll be in PL. in 4A. i wish....

2004-02-23T13:40:00.000+08:00

changes are inevitable.. people change from time to time. and i guess every single one of you. oops. correction. it's US. we all have that monster be it if you show or hide it behind that facade that evolves at night. i really have no idea what is this entree for. just feeling AP today. wait. everyday. *bittersweet's a lovely taste aint it.*

2004-02-20T21:37:00.000+08:00

dont you just love this show? *dreams* I hope you don't mind that I put down in words How wonderful life is now you're in the world -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- tml's is my road run and i just cant run for nuts! *sLaPsFoReHeAd* how? sigh.. just go and make a fool out of myself.. my stamina's just really bad..

2004-02-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

thanks pingyu! happy v'day to you too!! I had a really fantabulous time tonight! I love you so much! *mUaCkZ* Thanks for every single surprise you gave me! =] tonight my angel gave me a pair of wings. i'm watching you from cloud nine. every singel move you make, every word you speak just makes me melt like that sweet cream in the warm sun. i'm overjoyed, i'm elated. i'm so in love. =] i feel it

2004-02-06T23:00:00.000+08:00

i'm so so thankful to that one greatest invention- the telephone. i've finally realised what is the root of all those many tiffs we've had. i guess every relationship needs that fundermental communication. i'm fine tonight. happier than the many nights i have had in the past month. i thank God we talked things out. i'm glad i didn't give up. thanks my darlings for giving me the love i need..

2004-02-06T12:01:00.000+08:00

i utterly hate myself for falling in love. it's so so deep that i cannot get myself out of it. i really dont know what to do. here i am, hanging on to something which i have no confidence in. hodling onto this brings me so much pain. yet i am not yet willing to give up. why am i so confused! i really wish i've gotten some kind of weird terminal illness that will take me out of the surface of this

2004-02-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

my vision blurred and tears flowed down my cheek. for this past month that was my bed time story. today's the 1st of feb. a brand new month to this new born year. yet that pain still surge. it rises as faster than you can say "stop". i deny that it's my fault. you took my heart, then my trust. placed it gently in your hands before you tore them up and scatter the broken pieces into the river

2004-01-26T23:08:00.000+08:00

wassup jeezebel.. haha.. anw, just did a dumb dumb questionaire which repeated it's questions like ten times over! haiz.. my anni's coming! *yays* i just cant wait! elaine: happy new yearr!! have a great year ahead k? takecare!

2004-01-24T11:29:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time since i last came online.. haha.. alritee.. this week has been rather eventful! *smiles* new year's eve's eve. TJ had this CNY funfair thing.. it aint too bad.. quite fun! =] though i must say that if we could dunk the OM it would have been a lot better! he made us House Comm people carry like 259856 tables and chairs! argh! okok.. but that's besides the point. it was fun!

2004-01-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I do wish that I have selective memory. I get to choose what to remember what not to. *sigh* but it's usually that something which you detests, that keeps reappearing in your mind! *whines* it's been a week. Though that wound you slashed is healing so so slowly, it's gonna remind me of you and how I should beware of you. Just in case you surprise me with yet another blow, when I'm

2004-01-15T20:53:00.000+08:00

*sCrEaMs* Could Someone, Just Anyone!! Please, paint my grey skies blue.. dry my tears. i hate to cry in the night. ='[ dont you guys just think that guys are such arses? *sigh*

2004-01-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

a bubble is so perfect, so beautiful, so transparent yet so colourful. It seems like a million things merged into one complete flawless sphere. but when you reach out for it, it bursts. doesn't it resembles happiness? i guess the first cut is the deepest. *boonie, dont you agree? *sigh*

2004-01-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

I cant believe I'm a Year2!! Ms Wong was just talking about how a J2 should be.. A more steady and serious worker who takes pride in one's work. Someone who's more ready for greater challenges. sitting at the back of the puny classroom, I started to wonder if I should get promoted. *sHrUgZ* man life's back to those monotone days when tutorials are dishing out at the speed of light and lectures

2004-01-07T20:59:00.000+08:00

i shall learn to love my school. Yup.. just accept the fact and just one more year to go! i'm missing ACJC. but i wana leave TJC missing it! keke.. gonna try to settle down totally and concentrate on my work. man.. i'm so freaked out by those people mugging on those benches under the LTs!! km!! we din do much anyway!! haha.. hope your orientation was great! tml's like a super LONG day! argh!!

2003-12-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

like finally i got this up!! and jess!! it's us!! *yays* miss ya!! quick get back here yah!! *hUgZ*

2003-12-28T00:38:00.000+08:00

i feel this strong sense of nostalgia washing over me. somewhere deep within my heart, i wish that i can re-enter into 2003. i miss ACJC. i can still remember that feeling when i took my first step into that stunningly beautiful white-blue compound. i was hoping i'd see familiar faces, hoping that everything will not be as bad as half the world thinks= fake accents, bimbos and bitches,

2003-12-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU.

2003-12-24T17:46:00.000+08:00

i think i finally know what's wrong with the many relationships that have gone wrong in our lives.. this is basically cause we a;; apparently lack the most fundermental of all love-communication. call my a traditional freak, but i'm just wondering.. who prefers email over a colourful, wonderfully decorated snail mail? who prefers a 160-lettered sms to a 160sec call from that someone special?

2003-12-22T23:28:00.000+08:00

JESS! i cant get to your blog.. i'll try again later.. and i still cant get images up!! *pulls hair!!* Pingyu: yup yup!! did lots of shopping!! but i need a tan SO badly! i look so totally like a china woman now! argh! *sTomps!* Elaine: who's joan? from tj? i'm surprised cause not many people have my link see.. hehe.. =] *gRiNz* enjoy your trip! =] BOONIE!!! i can be your baby but you cant be

2003-12-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

Twinkle twinkle little star, How I wonder what you are, Up above the world so high, Like a diamond in the sky, Star light, Star bright, The first star I see tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might, Have the wish I wish tonight, Twinkle twinkle little star, How I wonder what you are, I have so many wishes to make, But most of all is what I state, So just wonder, That I've been dreaming of, I wish

2003-12-22T08:53:00.000+08:00

i wasn't kissing him. i was just telling his lips a secret.

2003-12-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

i like to sit under a shelter with you in the rain. i like to run across the road with my hand in yours. i like to walk under the rain with your hand above my head. i like to look into your eyes to find myself there. i like to stand beside you yet miss you at the same time. i like to pick up the call with your voice on the other end. i like to share a bucket of popcorn with you. i like to look at

2003-12-19T22:23:00.000+08:00

i'm back i'm back i'm back!!! I MISS YOU! absolutely do! Boonie dear: i miss you so much! how are you doing? my life's great! great great great! many ups and downs but that only shows how strong the relationship stands! =] linked you! *hugZ* Pingyu: hey my dear, of course you can link me! haha.. gimme your blog too kee.. will link you soon!! =] Elaine: yup yup, i'm your darling's cuz! haha..

2003-12-02T10:30:00.000+08:00

I agree with Lynn. Maybe Thinking sux afterall. i dunnoe, but everytime I get myself stuck in deep thoughts I'll just feel like crying. The feeling's just simply too overwhelming and I just cant control my tears. *sigh* TRUST might just be a five letter word. But I'm so so sure that I'm gonna take a lifetime time to get it right. or maybe not. ='[ torn and worn and damaged and tired and sick

2003-12-01T14:39:00.000+08:00

How dumb are you?

2003-12-01T14:26:00.000+08:00

flying off tomorrow. a sudden thought jammed in. Will you miss me? or will you cheer?

2003-11-30T21:55:00.000+08:00

Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there And even though I know how very far apart we are It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby It helps to think we're

2003-11-28T22:22:00.000+08:00

I can't believe you're here with me And now it seems my world's complete And I never want this moment to end I close my eyes and still I see My dreams become reality And now I know how it feels to be in love I prayed so many nights that you would come my way An angel from above to light my darkest day I think it's time for you to hear these lines 'Cos there's something I want to say I finally

2003-11-26T17:20:00.000+08:00

I miss PL. I miss ACJC. darn, i'm so tired of my life. ='[

2003-11-25T21:10:00.000+08:00

went to Malaysia today! it was great i must say.. bought lots of Fooood! hehe.. i'm such a peeg what do you expect right? yup.. was really nice travelling with my family.. we had so much fun and laughter together! =] went to visit my great grand aunt! she was really sweet!! *she bought us 50kg of Durian! omg!!* she reminds me greatly of my granny.. the way she spoke and her gestures.. and her

2003-11-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

I'll always remember It was late afternoon It lasted forever And ended too soon You were all by yourself Staring up at a dark gray sky I was changed In places no one would find All your feelings so deep inside It was then that I realized That forever was in your eyes The moment I saw you cry The moment that I saw you cry It was late in september And I've seen you before You were always the

2003-11-24T15:05:00.000+08:00

Love-- one word that frees us from all the troubles and pains of our lives. agree?

2003-11-24T00:17:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling weird..i feel as though my world's coming to an end.. i'm suffering from a horrible mental block. i cant feel. i'm numb. i cant write anymore..i just have totally no more expression. i'm vanishing.. disappearing into the thin air. i cant pen my thoughts down.. i just do not know how! kana calls it the writer's block. *sHrUGz* i'm weird. everything that goes on around me seem to be

2003-11-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

if u've got secrets u want to tell, we can talk all day long. if ur dreams get broken somehow, i'll remind u that u belong. if u need some place to hide, u can hold my hand for a while. if ur sky begins to fall, i'll stay with u 'til u smile. whenever u need some space, there's my room - u can take it. if someone breaks ur heart, together we'll unbreak it. when u feel sad or empty inside, i'll

2003-11-23T22:58:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Malay Village! Whoa! The place was Crowded! The festive mood was definitely in the air and everyone was just shopping and buying goodies and eating and talking and yadayadayadayada... i must say that Malay foooood's yumilicious!!! totally lovely! k.. i know i'm baLLooning.. but anyway, i loooovvvveeeee eating! hahaha.. yup.. a peeg here.. must go Malay Village to see for

2003-11-23T00:02:00.000+08:00

i'm supposed to dedicate a lil' part of this blog to Jan. *like whatever~* haha. anw, it's suppsed to be all the NICE STUFF ABOUT JAN.. but that's gonna be quite tough.. =] *oopsy* kee.. so here it goes! welll.. to start off, my impression of him was a totally disgusting one! haha.. cos i remembered calling him MY FRIEND (the first day of school.. he was my classmate see..) yup.. and he spun

2003-11-22T15:48:00.000+08:00

yays~!!!! my sister din gu fu me! lalalalala..~ love her to bits! gonna get her something nice!.. *pOnderS* =]

2003-11-21T22:16:00.000+08:00

i feel so good tonight! no special reason.. but just feel nice! hehe..keep smiling and grinning like a jack-ass! haha.. PSLE results tomorrow. Gonna pray for my sister, hope it all goes well! *mUaCkZ* love her! =] *lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala*

2003-11-21T11:18:00.000+08:00

Love is patient. Love is kinda. It does not envy. It does not boast. It is not proud. It is not rude. It is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered. It keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. i always thought it was easy to Love. maybe it's time to look back and ponder. =]

2003-11-20T14:00:00.000+08:00

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2003-11-20T13:41:00.000+08:00

Nemesis ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla i do sound scary.. haha.. kee.. this will be the last.. =]

2003-11-20T13:37:00.000+08:00

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2003-11-20T13:33:00.000+08:00

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2003-11-20T13:26:00.000+08:00

You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent. "And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant togo into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advicegiven to her by the spirits, Unicorn wentinside and bled silver blood.. For hermisdeed, the world knew evil." Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve(Christian) and Pandora (Greek). The Unicorn is associated with the concept ofinnocence, the number 3, and the element

2003-11-20T12:04:00.000+08:00

just woke up to greet the world. wanted to go swim in the morning.. oops.. noon i mean.. but the rain greeted me. wet blanket. argh.. shall swim tomorrow then. haiz. today's gonna be boring. no plans. shall just sit at home and woch national geog. *slaps forehead* am i a loser or what.. haha.. gonna do some phy too! but guess i'd somehow end up going out later. shall see! =]

2003-11-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

i'm a HAPPY girl today! =]

2003-11-18T09:34:00.000+08:00

love my today! =] met up with Sheryl and went shopping! =] actually nothing much.. just went to Miss Selfridge and got myself a nice tube.. well.. shopping with Sheyl is BAD! cos everything to her is nice.. so you practically have gotta buy everything you try! haha.. nonetheless i miss you babe! *mUaCkZ* gotta catch up again soon k? =] my Nickles is back today! *yays! jumps around* kick boxing

2003-11-18T00:18:00.000+08:00

yay! got this all done! *gRiNz* gonna go peeg. i miss him.